Confusion might be because I never really miss specific people (as in thinking "I miss Chris" or whoever). Instead usually what happens is someone goes away, and whatever part of me they satisfied stops being satisfied.
So girlfriend going away resulted in lack of sexy times and person to cuddle with. Not so much lack of companionship since I saw other awesome friends and was pretty busy. 'cause of this I started noticing the curvatures and slivers of exposed bras of other ladies. Also small brunettes just have that effect on me.
I guess the bad side of this is it makes her sound awfully replaceable, but I kinda see her that way. On the upside she makes me awfully happy! We connect in a lot of ways but girls I connect with in a lot of ways aren't as rare as I thought they were like a year ago.
She asked me if I missed her last night. I said yeah but didn't fill her in on the specifics. Don't think she'd understand! Actually she probably would if I'd explained it carefully, but I was sleepy.