I'm afraid that will happen to me. Luckily, I'm in something I really enjoy. I feel like that is the best route to take with life choices. Whatever makes you not want to kill yourself anymore than one already does for other reasons is what I base my decisions on.
Schoolwork this morning, now, later, then after class, before I go to bed, tomorrow when I wake up, till class, after class, through dinner, then while getting ready. Until I go out dancing tomorrow, which I may or may not be able to if I can't find a single person to go out with me, I'm going to be doing schoolwork, reading essays on Kant and Nietzsche and Hegel, reading some Freud and having to write a paper on drives.