How do you feel today ?

SilkCrimsonMoon

DevotedWalnut wrote
Define Infinity wrote
DevotedWalnut wrote
How's things in your kneck of the woods?
She doesn't want a relationship. Very simply put. She's the only girl that I've felt so deeply and so genuinely for and she isn't ready for a relationship. I am struggling and am in pain but relieving that with funeral doom and Maiden. She such an amazing person. So pure, so gentle, so humane, we're share so much and are so compatible, I see so much potential for what we have but when she doesn't want it and there's nothing I can do about... Whatsoever. I don't want to let her go and I can't carry on being with her as mere friends. We were never just friends...Much more that in fact. So it's just a really shitty situation I'm in.
Balls.I'll let the others come in with words of wisdom and whatnot. Just know I feel for ya man!

Thanks, man 🙂 It means a lot to me. I don't think there's anything to add to anything. It's a done deal. Clear and simple.

snake

i dont have any words of wisdom DI. i know you dont really like me anymore for some reason but whatever. i did warn you about this shit a long time ago now. and i really do feel bad for you its a shitty feeling. you trick yourself into thinking its gonna work out then you relize it isnt going to work out and you continue that way for (how long now? months?) however long.

i lived it bro. it tore me up. i wanted to try to save you the trouble. but whatever, instead i came off like a dick or whatever the fuck happened. i was only trying to help in my brutally honest way but whatever.

you will be ok in the long run.

SilkCrimsonMoon

snake wrote
i dont have any words of wisdom DI. i know you dont really like me anymore for some reason but whatever. i did warn you about this shit a long time ago now. and i really do feel bad for you its a shitty feeling. you trick yourself into thinking its gonna work out then you relize it isnt going to work out and you continue that way for (how long now? months?) however long.i lived it bro. it tore me up. i wanted to try to save you the trouble. but whatever, instead i came off like a dick or whatever the fuck happened. i was only trying to help in my brutally honest way but whatever.you will be ok in the long run.

First off, I like you. Second, I had to live it myself. I couldn't live it through someone else's experience I must say. The deal is done and it's through. I believe through pain one experiences growth no matter how painful the experience. I appreciate your concern and sympathy. You fit right in with our family here. Don't take anything personal and keep your chin up. Everything's fine, brother. Cheers :dio:

Thrashtildeth

I think we need a "hug" emoticon.

dead1

I'd personally prefer a "slit throat" emoticon.

traptunderice

DevotedWalnut wrote
Define Infinity wrote
So what happened Wally? Give us some details on your front! When's the next date?
Don't know. Says shes busy most of this week, so probably on the weekend. Either than that, there's not too much to tell. Still in the early stages.She did text me last night after I got home saying: "I like you, you seem so chill." I was so chill because I was really tired and high, but I'll take any compliment I can get.

lol. even your response to her saying you were chill was chill.

traptunderice

snake wrote
i dont have any words of wisdom DI. i know you dont really like me anymore for some reason but whatever. i did warn you about this shit a long time ago now. and i really do feel bad for you its a shitty feeling. you trick yourself into thinking its gonna work out then you relize it isnt going to work out and you continue that way for (how long now? months?) however long.

No matter anybody tells you, you're going to go through it on your own, because you hope that they are wrong.

noodles

I just got off work and now I'm eating a nanaimo bar

'sgood.

traptunderice

noodles wrote
I just got off work and now I'm eating a nanaimo bar'sgood.

Googled that. Want it.

noodles

omg there's strawberry rhubarb pie, too.

Also watching analyses of the Deep Blue vs Kasparov chess games. Apparently K won round one, the computer won round two a year later, but K called foul (Deep Blue got to analyse his games, he didn't get to analyse how Deep Blue plays), then Microsoft refused a rematch. wtf Microsoft?

RelentlessOblivion

ever get that feeling of impending doom? yeah I got that and know what's causing it aren't I lucky? fucking law exams...gets on knees, begs God for miracle (to pass exam) God doesn't answer

Goat

RelentlessOblivion wrote
ever get that feeling of impending doom? yeah I got that and know what's causing it aren't I lucky? fucking law exams...gets on knees, begs God for miracle (to pass exam) God doesn't answer

THERE ARE NO GODS

But good luck with your exams anyway! I work in law, be good to have a professional around the forum.

Azrael

noodles wrote
omg there's strawberry rhubarb pie, too.Also watching analyses of the Deep Blue vs Kasparov chess games. Apparently K won round one, the computer won round two a year later, but K called foul (Deep Blue got to analyse his games, he didn't get to analyse how Deep Blue plays), then Microsoft refused a rematch. wtf Microsoft?

don't you mean IBM?

noodles

Yeah.

RelentlessOblivion

Goat wrote
RelentlessOblivion wrote
ever get that feeling of impending doom? yeah I got that and know what's causing it aren't I lucky? fucking law exams...gets on knees, begs God for miracle (to pass exam) God doesn't answer
THERE ARE NO GODSBut good luck with your exams anyway! I work in law, be good to have a professional around the forum.

being an Atheist it's a sign of how desperate I was that I would even resort to asking for assistance from a non-existant "supreme deity" but if he did exist he would have one seriously fucked up sense of humour, guide dog (yes I'm vision impaired) was violently ill just before my exam started so had to rush him from uni to the vet (when I say rush it's about a forty five minute car ride) to find out what's wrong with him consequently two exams need to be rescheduled

traptunderice

RelentlessOblivion wrote
guide dog (yes I'm vision impaired) was violently ill

Guide dogs are just so amazing that I always imagined them not getting sick. Or using the bathroom. Or doing anything that might tarnish their pristinely sweet manner.

RelentlessOblivion

traptunderice wrote
RelentlessOblivion wrote
guide dog (yes I'm vision impaired) was violently ill

Guide dogs are just so amazing that I always imagined them not getting sick. Or using the bathroom. Or doing anything that might tarnish their pristinely sweet manner.

if only, then I could have sat the exam and been far less stressed then I am presently

snake

traptunderice wrote
snake wrote
i dont have any words of wisdom DI. i know you dont really like me anymore for some reason but whatever. i did warn you about this shit a long time ago now. and i really do feel bad for you its a shitty feeling. you trick yourself into thinking its gonna work out then you relize it isnt going to work out and you continue that way for (how long now? months?) however long.

No matter anybody tells you, you're going to go through it on your own, because you hope that they are wrong.

this is true but when you see something happening to someone should you just sit back and watch it happen or try to do something? i just feel like people think i was being a dick by saying the things i said and that wasnt the case. i was just trying to help someone.

so in other news. i painted a entire house today. idk how i had all that energy considering i saw the sword last night. im proud of myself. i practiced restraint. i only had 7 drinks. 😃 this is a major improvement from the last show i went to. that night i had 22 drinks and spent a fuck ton of cash. i got a decent buzz and then i stopped.

i havent ever heard the sword mentioned here. anybody listen or like them. they played for like a hour and a half. very long set. great set too.

Thrashtildeth

Yeah, man, the sword kick ass.

traptunderice

snake wrote
traptunderice wrote
snake wrote
i dont have any words of wisdom DI. i know you dont really like me anymore for some reason but whatever. i did warn you about this shit a long time ago now. and i really do feel bad for you its a shitty feeling. you trick yourself into thinking its gonna work out then you relize it isnt going to work out and you continue that way for (how long now? months?) however long.

No matter anybody tells you, you're going to go through it on your own, because you hope that they are wrong.
this is true but when you see something happening to someone should you just sit back and watch it happen or try to do something? i just feel like people think i was being a dick by saying the things i said and that wasnt the case. i was just trying to help someone.

I don't think anybody thought you were being a dick. And if they did, fuck 'em. You gotta shoot straight with people sometimes.

And yeah, I never got into The Sword.

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