Metal Reviews

Getting a crisis.
I mean, look, I'm writing about that here, so it must be really bad.

I visited my best friend yesterday. He's going to emigrate. He's done with the German state (a bunch of corrupt ripoffs) and the people (square egocentric pedants who love cars and soccer but hate children). I'm not sad that he will leave, I'm pissing myself off because I don't have the balls to do so.
Instead, in favour of my kids, I sit out my marriage with an alienated woman who hates herself, fuck online-dates instead, do a job that brings good money but contributes to the fall in values (job losses and stuff) and the decadence of grabby shareholders, have no time for myself, and, worst, have no idea how any alternate concept of my life could look like.

grab your kids and move to Switzerland.

I feel a bit better today. I had a minor breakdown last night at the health center (where they patted me and confirmed that yes, honey, you're just a hypochondriac, it's ok) and today I'm going to Metalfest! Hooray!

Hysterical woman! Get a hold of yourself! *shakes*

Wow, sounds like you need a loooooong vacation. No hope for another job? A more relaxing one? Maybe in the company you work for?

Quit it. I need no shaking. I'm fine. I just periodically convince myself I'm suffering from dire illnesses. When I was 11 I thought a particularly dark freckle on my arm was skin cancer and I was going to die.

I hope you don't let it turn into panic attacks, cos they suck.

I feel like shitting my pants!

I just remembered that I have a 2500 word research assignment due in 15 days and I totally forgot about it.

Dude last year I looked up the handbook for my 3000 word Psychology essay to find out when it was due in. It turns out it was three days previous to me picking up the book. D'oh. :oops:

Nope. Our company has been bought by a big HK-Chinese group. Hence production moves to China (fuck that!) and marketing is given hell with tons of crappy new products. They now have twice as much projects, but were not allowed to employ additional staff.

However, I feel better now. I gave myself the usual remedy: A looooong visit at the record store. Though I found only 2 albums worth buying, the atmosphere there calmed me down. Strange? :roll:

Are average Swiss citizens more accostable?

The best swiss people are the ticinese, from the italian-speaking south of switzerland. It's all organized but the atmosphere is much more friendly. If you go to the north, people aren't that different from the germans, just less violent and with less racist tendencies.

good: i got 10/10 at math today, and have a 3-day weekend ahead of me.

bad: i lost 10 cents playing poker today (my first poker game) :<, and i just saw a video of a woman "giving birth" to an octupus. i shudder to think that there's a guy out there jerking off to that.

edit - and no, i'm not posting the link. you should thank me.

Awesome! How did the doctor explain it?

not at all... I found that record stores and book stores were calming me too... is it being surrounded by so much culture ? is it just an atmosphere thing ? I dunno, but it's nice anyway... 8)

actually i couldn't watch the video until the end, and come to think of it, she could have been shitting it out. it was hard to tell.

someone stuffed an octupus up her ass or her vagina, and then she forced it back out on video. BLARGH!!

I wanna rock ROCK! duh dududuh duh dududuh I want to rock ROCK! duh dududuh duh dududuh

In two days I finished all my stuff for two oral presentations I gotta give next week. Now I can concentrate on my nasty nasty research assignment.

I feel extreme relaxation.. I just uncorked a bottle of wine and rolled me up a big fat joint.. I have the day off tomorrow (like most people around here) so I decided to just rip today out of the calendar and zone out..

I feel not relaxed at all with 6 hours of Venetian Snares up my ass!!! :x :x :x :x :x :x THIS RULES!!

great, i've won 2 pretty big soccer tournaments this weekend against teams in much higher leagues, but i came with a price: my knees! i can't feel them..it's like my knees have been injected with morfine or sprayed with ReflexSpray.