Kathaarian

Astaroth · **Posted:** Sat Apr 22, 2006 4:14 pm

Misha wrote:

I'm sad because I'm like the only one here who's not depressed and actually likes his silly little meaningless life. I hope this will not turn into a depression.

* pad pad* there there, Mies.. it's not your fault you're dutch

Tlaloc · **Posted:** Sat Apr 22, 2006 4:46 pm

following the reaper wrote:

i cant stad to go through life alone like that. actually, thats what my depression is really based on. loneliness. and self loathing. when all of your friends have boyfriends or girlfriends, you just get over it when they spend 24 hours fucking day together and you feel like the only one who is alone.

Dude you live in, like, Alice Springs. Of course you're depressed. With a population you can count on one hand it's no surprise you feel lonely.

SilkCrimsonMoon · **Posted:** Sat Apr 22, 2006 5:19 pm

It is very easy to find a reason to be depressed. Being lonely (not having a partner) thinking about the life you live in, and the purpose to it, which of course you find non (some of you)! What I'm trying to say is, all that is very easy to find but trying to wonder to a meaningful life is extremely frightening, and indeed hard to seek and follow. I always wonder about words like: what, where, how, me, I, time, space, Soul, good, evil, sadness, eternal, nothingness; and try to contemplate what is there really to sought. It has kept me busy to at least get lost in this meaningful and meaningless life of misery and glory. It is worth getting lost in but do remember to keep the balance, as us humans are after all, ignorant!

Rhys · **Posted:** Sun Apr 23, 2006 8:25 am

lizardtail wrote:

metalNESS wrote:

following the reaper wrote:

Azrael wrote:

dude, feeling lonely is no reason to be depressed to the point of wanting to take your own life.

if it bothers you so much, distract yourself. personally, studying manages to keep my mind off that.

then there's partying, football, music, friends...

But, as was said in the other thread like this, there is a difference between feeling down and having a serious illness, that requires you to take pills and see a psychologist.

In actual fact, i have all i need to get over my depressed mood of the last week in a folder on my desk in my room. The problem is, when i feel shitty, and need to write some stuff down in it, i just cant bring myself to do it.

Go running. It's fun.

FFS. Part of depression is the lack of enjoyment of things you used to enjoy doing.

OMG IF YOU'RE SAD DO HAPPY THINGS! HERE'S AN ICECREAM!

hahaha, people tell me that all the time. They go, "dont be depressed, just think happy thoughts!" And it just doesnt work like that. treatment for me is about proving my depressed thoughts wrong and allowing happy thoughts to flow in and replace them.

Kuruus · **Posted:** Mon Apr 24, 2006 2:59 am

following the reaper wrote:

Kathaarian wrote:

My signature is a saying of Epicurus, the famous Greek philosopher. I found him through Nietzsche, which is another one of my favorite philsosophers who was a fan of Epicurus too.

Usually I wonder about what my purpose in life is and how I should live my life. And your question "what is good?". I don't know but I'm hoping to find out and philosophy has actually for the first time helped me about this, mainly my anxiety attacks, when I saw this old paragraph. Fear of an early death without achieving my goals and not having a direction in life are the 2 main reasons of my severe depression. This is how this line helped me, we have to cherish the moment and live it to the fullest, we should do our best in every way possible, share our happiness with friends and family and knowing that we've had a good life we can go peacefully when our time comes. This is my motto now and I'll try living by this code, hoping to enjoy life better.

I know I'm sounding like a hippy but I've had it with this fucking depression and its killing me. I just want to live a good full life. Epicurus himself died a very slow and painful death but he was cheerful even in his last moments, knowing that he did his deeds. That's just all I want, nothing more, I want to be able to go smiling.

Your depression is so different to mine. Yours actually has a decent reason, i just got it because i think no one could ever like me, and chicks DEFINITELY could never ever like me. what a stupid reason to be so sick. I actually considered drowning myself in my pool today.

Im gonna remember that sentence though, thats really quite fucking brilliant.

Hi FTR,

I understand what you’re going through, as I've had the same deep depression myself a year ago. Believe it or not, part of the problem is the attitude of the women in our countries (I'm going to assume that the women of our two countries think and behave relatively similar). It took me a while to figure that out and realize that there is someone better out there whom I can respect and who can respect me.

I've meet women outside of Canada and they are sweeter, less superficial, way more intelligent, loyal, and basically everything else a guy can ask for. I realize that not all "Americanized" women, as I'll call 'em, fit my description, but there is a lot of truth to what I'm saying. Actually, I'm going to Jamaica for a vacation and I've been speaking with a beautiful, amazing girl online for over a year who lives down there that is turning into something serious.

I'm going to be made fun of for saying this and what is going to follow, but fuck whatever. I've met someone who I can share my life with and I can honestly say that I'm a happy and better person for it. FTR, try doing what I did and go on an online dating site and meet women who have a more traditional way of thinking such as those who live in countries like Russia or China, for example (I used lavalife.com). It's a big world out there, and even more importantly; it's an accessible world. You seem like a really intelligent, caring guy, and women over there have a very difficult time finding a good guy like yourself. They will appreciate the person you are. Yeah, it will be hard to make it work, but it's worth it if you can meet someone you can fall in love with, and if it's really important to you, you can do it!

noodles · **Posted:** Mon Apr 24, 2006 3:57 am

I like Canadian women, well some of them... they're not all superficial!

SilkCrimsonMoon · **Posted:** Mon Apr 24, 2006 6:20 am

Kuruus wrote:

following the reaper wrote:

Kathaarian wrote:

My signature is a saying of Epicurus, the famous Greek philosopher. I found him through Nietzsche, which is another one of my favorite philsosophers who was a fan of Epicurus too.

Usually I wonder about what my purpose in life is and how I should live my life. And your question "what is good?". I don't know but I'm hoping to find out and philosophy has actually for the first time helped me about this, mainly my anxiety attacks, when I saw this old paragraph. Fear of an early death without achieving my goals and not having a direction in life are the 2 main reasons of my severe depression. This is how this line helped me, we have to cherish the moment and live it to the fullest, we should do our best in every way possible, share our happiness with friends and family and knowing that we've had a good life we can go peacefully when our time comes. This is my motto now and I'll try living by this code, hoping to enjoy life better.

I know I'm sounding like a hippy but I've had it with this fucking depression and its killing me. I just want to live a good full life. Epicurus himself died a very slow and painful death but he was cheerful even in his last moments, knowing that he did his deeds. That's just all I want, nothing more, I want to be able to go smiling.

Your depression is so different to mine. Yours actually has a decent reason, i just got it because i think no one could ever like me, and chicks DEFINITELY could never ever like me. what a stupid reason to be so sick. I actually considered drowning myself in my pool today.

Im gonna remember that sentence though, thats really quite fucking brilliant.

Hi FTR,

I understand what you’re going through, as I've had the same deep depression myself a year ago. Believe it or not, part of the problem is the attitude of the women in our countries (I'm going to assume that the women of our two countries think and behave relatively similar). It took me a while to figure that out and realize that there is someone better out there whom I can respect and who can respect me.

I've meet women outside of Canada and they are sweeter, less superficial, way more intelligent, loyal, and basically everything else a guy can ask for. I realize that not all "Americanized" women, as I'll call 'em, fit my description, but there is a lot of truth to what I'm saying. Actually, I'm going to Jamaica for a vacation and I've been speaking with a beautiful, amazing girl online for over a year who lives down there that is turning into something serious.

I'm going to be made fun of for saying this and what is going to follow, but fuck whatever. I've met someone who I can share my life with and I can honestly say that I'm a happy and better person for it. FTR, try doing what I did and go on an online dating site and meet women who have a more traditional way of thinking such as those who live in countries like Russia or China, for example (I used lavalife.com). It's a big world out there, and even more importantly; it's an accessible world. You seem like a really intelligent, caring guy, and women over there have a very difficult time finding a good guy like yourself. They will appreciate the person you are. Yeah, it will be hard to make it work, but it's worth it if you can meet someone you can fall in love with, and if it's really important to you, you can do it!

Well, I'm glad because I have a story, similar. The girl I found was actually from my country too (Persian) and I met her two weeks before I came to Canada. It is has been four years since I saw her last, but the warmth became more in our hearts. I won't lie, it was and still is, very hard to keep and bare but it is definitely worth the sufferance. Her personality and mentality is a complete different world from the western women altogether. I plan to see her in the next 6, 7 months from now and it is truly the only thing I cannot wait for!

Kuruus · **Posted:** Mon Apr 24, 2006 6:27 am

Define Infinity wrote:

Kuruus wrote:

following the reaper wrote:

Kathaarian wrote:

My signature is a saying of Epicurus, the famous Greek philosopher. I found him through Nietzsche, which is another one of my favorite philsosophers who was a fan of Epicurus too.

Usually I wonder about what my purpose in life is and how I should live my life. And your question "what is good?". I don't know but I'm hoping to find out and philosophy has actually for the first time helped me about this, mainly my anxiety attacks, when I saw this old paragraph. Fear of an early death without achieving my goals and not having a direction in life are the 2 main reasons of my severe depression. This is how this line helped me, we have to cherish the moment and live it to the fullest, we should do our best in every way possible, share our happiness with friends and family and knowing that we've had a good life we can go peacefully when our time comes. This is my motto now and I'll try living by this code, hoping to enjoy life better.

I know I'm sounding like a hippy but I've had it with this fucking depression and its killing me. I just want to live a good full life. Epicurus himself died a very slow and painful death but he was cheerful even in his last moments, knowing that he did his deeds. That's just all I want, nothing more, I want to be able to go smiling.

Your depression is so different to mine. Yours actually has a decent reason, i just got it because i think no one could ever like me, and chicks DEFINITELY could never ever like me. what a stupid reason to be so sick. I actually considered drowning myself in my pool today.

Im gonna remember that sentence though, thats really quite fucking brilliant.

Hi FTR,

I understand what you’re going through, as I've had the same deep depression myself a year ago. Believe it or not, part of the problem is the attitude of the women in our countries (I'm going to assume that the women of our two countries think and behave relatively similar). It took me a while to figure that out and realize that there is someone better out there whom I can respect and who can respect me.

I've meet women outside of Canada and they are sweeter, less superficial, way more intelligent, loyal, and basically everything else a guy can ask for. I realize that not all "Americanized" women, as I'll call 'em, fit my description, but there is a lot of truth to what I'm saying. Actually, I'm going to Jamaica for a vacation and I've been speaking with a beautiful, amazing girl online for over a year who lives down there that is turning into something serious.

I'm going to be made fun of for saying this and what is going to follow, but fuck whatever. I've met someone who I can share my life with and I can honestly say that I'm a happy and better person for it. FTR, try doing what I did and go on an online dating site and meet women who have a more traditional way of thinking such as those who live in countries like Russia or China, for example (I used lavalife.com). It's a big world out there, and even more importantly; it's an accessible world. You seem like a really intelligent, caring guy, and women over there have a very difficult time finding a good guy like yourself. They will appreciate the person you are. Yeah, it will be hard to make it work, but it's worth it if you can meet someone you can fall in love with, and if it's really important to you, you can do it!

Well, I'm glad because I have a story, similar. The girl I found was actually from my country too (Persian) and I met her two weeks before I came to Canada. It is has been four years since I saw her last, but the warmth became more in our hearts. I won't lie, it was and still is, very hard to keep and bare but it is definitely worth the sufferance. Her personality and mentality is a complete different world from the western women altogether. I plan to see her in the next 6, 7 months from now and it is truly the only thing I cannot wait for!

That's awesome! My best wishes go out to you.

SilkCrimsonMoon · **Posted:** Mon Apr 24, 2006 6:42 am

Kuruus wrote:

Define Infinity wrote:

Kuruus wrote:

following the reaper wrote:

Kathaarian wrote:

My signature is a saying of Epicurus, the famous Greek philosopher. I found him through Nietzsche, which is another one of my favorite philsosophers who was a fan of Epicurus too.

Usually I wonder about what my purpose in life is and how I should live my life. And your question "what is good?". I don't know but I'm hoping to find out and philosophy has actually for the first time helped me about this, mainly my anxiety attacks, when I saw this old paragraph. Fear of an early death without achieving my goals and not having a direction in life are the 2 main reasons of my severe depression. This is how this line helped me, we have to cherish the moment and live it to the fullest, we should do our best in every way possible, share our happiness with friends and family and knowing that we've had a good life we can go peacefully when our time comes. This is my motto now and I'll try living by this code, hoping to enjoy life better.

I know I'm sounding like a hippy but I've had it with this fucking depression and its killing me. I just want to live a good full life. Epicurus himself died a very slow and painful death but he was cheerful even in his last moments, knowing that he did his deeds. That's just all I want, nothing more, I want to be able to go smiling.

Your depression is so different to mine. Yours actually has a decent reason, i just got it because i think no one could ever like me, and chicks DEFINITELY could never ever like me. what a stupid reason to be so sick. I actually considered drowning myself in my pool today.

Im gonna remember that sentence though, thats really quite fucking brilliant.

Hi FTR,

I understand what you’re going through, as I've had the same deep depression myself a year ago. Believe it or not, part of the problem is the attitude of the women in our countries (I'm going to assume that the women of our two countries think and behave relatively similar). It took me a while to figure that out and realize that there is someone better out there whom I can respect and who can respect me.

I've meet women outside of Canada and they are sweeter, less superficial, way more intelligent, loyal, and basically everything else a guy can ask for. I realize that not all "Americanized" women, as I'll call 'em, fit my description, but there is a lot of truth to what I'm saying. Actually, I'm going to Jamaica for a vacation and I've been speaking with a beautiful, amazing girl online for over a year who lives down there that is turning into something serious.

I'm going to be made fun of for saying this and what is going to follow, but fuck whatever. I've met someone who I can share my life with and I can honestly say that I'm a happy and better person for it. FTR, try doing what I did and go on an online dating site and meet women who have a more traditional way of thinking such as those who live in countries like Russia or China, for example (I used lavalife.com). It's a big world out there, and even more importantly; it's an accessible world. You seem like a really intelligent, caring guy, and women over there have a very difficult time finding a good guy like yourself. They will appreciate the person you are. Yeah, it will be hard to make it work, but it's worth it if you can meet someone you can fall in love with, and if it's really important to you, you can do it!

Well, I'm glad because I have a story, similar. The girl I found was actually from my country too (Persian) and I met her two weeks before I came to Canada. It is has been four years since I saw her last, but the warmth became more in our hearts. I won't lie, it was and still is, very hard to keep and bare but it is definitely worth the sufferance. Her personality and mentality is a complete different world from the western women altogether. I plan to see her in the next 6, 7 months from now and it is truly the only thing I cannot wait for!

That's awesome! My best wishes go out to you.

Cheers Man, likewsie. I'm actually in Alberta too, Calgary!

Goat · **Posted:** Mon Apr 24, 2006 10:28 am

Jesus, this place is going downhill fast. How many more "help me I'm miserable!!11" posts are we going to get? I'm not saying I have no sympathy at all, but the answers are the same in every case, and ultimately, if you can't help yourself, you're fucked. Everyone feels down at some point or other, and I suppose women are as good a reason as any for feeling so, but things will improve, you have to believe it.

Kathaarian · **Posted:** Mon Apr 24, 2006 11:15 am

Zad wrote:

Jesus, this place is going downhill fast. How many more "help me I'm miserable!!11" posts are we going to get? I'm not saying I have no sympathy at all, but the answers are the same in every case, and ultimately, if you can't help yourself, you're fucked. Everyone feels down at some point or other, and I suppose women are as good a reason as any for feeling so, but things will improve, you have to believe it.

Pfft, talking helps a lot in these situations, at least knowing that you're not the only one with these kind of problems does help.

Rhys · **Posted:** Mon Apr 24, 2006 11:22 am

That was others interpreatation that i was down because i dont have a girlfriend, not mine. I feel alone in many ways. Depression isnt even my worst problem, i could whine heaps more about my ocd if you want........ :wink:

Goat · **Posted:** Tue Apr 25, 2006 9:50 am

following the reaper wrote:

That was others interpreatation that i was down because i dont have a girlfriend, not mine. I feel alone in many ways. Depression isnt even my worst problem, i could whine heaps more about my ocd if you want........ :wink:

Sorry. Whine away, if it helps.

Rhys · **Posted:** Tue Apr 25, 2006 11:51 am

Thanks Kuruus.

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